I am not there and I would love to... No estoy alla y me encantaria poder estar...

It's not easy to be so far away from people you love and you really care.

I have been in Berlin 1 month and 19 days, I have meet great people, I have friends that I feel really comfortable with; I have been traveling every weekend to a different city in Germany and made plans to visit other countries as well; I have learnt so much in my work, I love to work with my boss, I even miss him when he is not around; I have got used to live in a big city that much that I already enjoy to spend 3 hours and a half per day in a tram or a train because I have enough time to study German or to read my favorite writer's books... all those magic, positive and joyful things are brought by God to paint my life with wonderful colors.

However life has more things, more people that I love and I am not with when they need me the most, and I am still not used not to be there for them. My aunt Leo had a surgery and it was very serious one, it was almost 1 month ago and she is still at home taking care of her health and she is not totally recovered, she has special food and special cares, she is still depending on others to get well, fortunately, her children, her husband, another aunt and my mother can be there to take care of her...
Unfortunately, I am not there and I would love to.

Paolita, my argentinian sister, is in the hospital, she will have a surgery tomorrow and some tests will be done to treat what she has; Luka is there with her and I am sure she will get better soon because God loves her and she is an angel...
Unfortunately, I am not there and I would love to.

I believe in God and I trust Him, I know He is everywhere and He is with people who need him, people who I love and I miss and everything is going to be all right. God is constantly blessing us. AMEN.
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No es facil estar tan lejos de las personas que amas y te importan.

He estado en Berlin 1 mes y 19 dias, he conocido gente maravillosa, tengo amigos con quienes me siento realmente en confianza; he viajado cada fin de semana a una ciudad diferente en Alemania y hecho planes para visitar otros paises tambien; he aprendido muchisimo en mi trabajo, me encanta trabajar con mi jefe, es mas, lo extrano cuando no esta en la oficina; tanto me he acostumbrado a vivir en una ciudad grande que ya disfruto estar 3 horas y media diariamente en un tranvia o en un tren, porque tengo tiempo suficiente para estudiar aleman o para leer libros de mi escritor favorito... todas estas cosas magicas,m positivas y entretenidas son enviadas por Dios para llenar mi vida de bellos colores.

Sin embargo la vida trae mas cosas consigo, mas gente que amo y con quienes no esto cuando ellos mas me necesitan (al menos eso creo yo), y aun no me acostumbro a no estar ahi para ellos. Mi tia Leo tuvo una cirugia bastante seria, fue hace casi 1 mes y todavia esta en casa cuidando su salud porque no esta totalmente recuperada, necesita comida y cuidados especiales, aun depende de otras personas para recuperarse, afortunadamente, sus hijos, su esposo, otra tia y mi mami han estado alla para cuidar de ella...
Infortunadamente, no estoy alla y me encantaria poder estar alla.

Paolita, mi hermanita argentina, esta en el hospital, manana la operan y le haran algunos examenes para tratarla; Luka esta con ella y estoy segura que se mejorara pronto porque Dios la ama y ella es un angelito...
Infortunadamente, no estoy alla y me encantaria poder estar alla.

Yo creo en Dios, le creo y confio en El, se que El esta en todas partes y que El esta con quienes lo necesitan, las personas que yo amo y extrano y todo saldra bien. Dios nos sigue bendiciendo constantemente. AMEN